Year 2005 was the most horrible,
yet a year that I have the learnt the most.

In January, my left eye was infected with eye ulcer.
A few millimeters to blindness.
For the whole week,
I couldn’t quite open my eyes.
Whenever I did,
I started tearing.
I went for Alpha Alignment sessions,
as they are only in town once a month
for a few days over the weekend.

I met a guy who does other form of
alternate healing.
He simply put his hand on my left eye.
It felt a bit warm,
and more comfortable later.
I could open my eyes after and
it didn’t bother me that much.
I found it truly amazing.
And I went on with my research with
alternate healing.

A week after, my eye doctor discharged me
and said I have fully recovered.
I was so happy but not for long.

That same night,
I started having fever.
For the next 5 days,
fever came on and off.
I lost my appetite totally.
And when I can’t eat,
it’s definitely something serious.
Went to my family doctor again.
Took my blood test and
was told to admit myself to
the hospital.
Oh well,
Dengue Fever.

Lucky enough,
I only had to stay 1 night.
Ha…
Stoic as usual, broke TTSH’s record.
1st patient to be discharge overnight for Dengue.
I should be proud of myself, shouldn’t I?
Ha…

Two weeks later,
I went back to my family doctor as told,
took another blood test to make sure
I have fully recovered.
Well, I did.
But soon…
I had a full blown Eczema all over.
Every day and night was scratching
and scratching.
I refused to go see skin specialist
as I really hate those steroid creams.
And I don’t want to take any medicine.

I am going weak.
Mentally,
and emotionally.
I started crying when I am alone.
When I can’t sleep.
And when my dear husband
couldn’t understand.

A month later,
my ex-neighbour introduced
another kind of healing.
Network Spinal Analysis
at Innate.
I have spoken to many people
about my condition.
And only she could relate as
she is also suffering from the same.
Suddenly, I feel I am so normal.

My first session at Innate
was truly amazing.
After the session,
came home and took a nap.
I was feeling very tired.
And when I woke after a few hours,
half or more of my eczema was gone.
It was really like miracle.
But my nightmare didn’t stop there.

A lump was found on
the right side of my neck.
After a while, it started growing.
My family doctor referred me to
see an ENT specialist.
Even though it was benign,
after all the test,
the specialist advised me to remove it.
As it was growing
and we don’t know if it will “turn bad”.
So in September,
I went for an operation
to remove that lump
that was growing in my lymph node.

Well,
in a way,
that was the end of all the extra
agonies apart from my fibromyalgia.
Some where along that year,
I had terrible break out all over my face.
It’s still around,
sometimes better,
sometimes worse.

Life goes on…