It was today, 4 years ago, we said "I DO!"
We were happy and looking forward to our new life together.
Everyone was there to congratulate us.
Everyone was saying how compatible we were.
And I really believed "Till death do us apart."
Today, 4 years later, you have moved out.
You are telling her how you missed her.
You are telling her how you want to be with her.
And you want to be alone.
Today, 4 years later, I am still staying here.
I am telling everyone how you've betrayed me.
I am telling everyone how you've hurt me.
And I am alone.
What have gone wrong?
I have no idea.
Was it you?
Was it me?
Or was it just God's will?
I have no idea.
Am I angry?
I don't know.
Are you happy?
I don't care.
I just want you to clear your things in the house.
I just want to move on with my life.
I just believe God has better plans for me.
Happy 4th Anniversary?!
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7 comments:
Perhaps it is just too tough to find out what went wrong in the four years of marriage.
Perhaps there would never be a clear and well-defined answer as to why, what and when in these matters of the heart.
After all, you used your brain to analyse why you should marry this man 4 years ago. Maybe it is time to start listening to your heart instead.
Ha... That's a good one.
Now, I listening to my heart. And woke up the pain many many many years ago. Ouch...
Wu nai, wu nai, and more wu nai...
We can analyse, theorize, hypothesize all we want.
Yet its still the same reprise.
I once thought marriage is all about love and dedication, communication and conversation, commitment and devotion, loyalty and perseverance, patience and understanding.
Nowadays I simply think of it as luck of the fucking draw.
I betted on the wrong fucking horse and lost.
Getting to know at least 3 divorcees would tend to leave a negative impression on one's future marital prospects.
I always had a downbeat standpoint on matrimony.
Seeing divorce, annulment and separation statistics always on the rise,
I wouldn’t want to be another contribution to this depressing statistic.
“Which comes first- Love or Lust?”
Go figure
It is still of love and dedication, communication and conversation, commitment and devotion, loyalty and perseverance, patience and understanding.
Give and take a little at different times of the day.
You dun have to lift a finger after throwing the slip of paper into the draw to get lucky.
But the real hard work starts after you sign on the darn piece of paper.
We all do our best and pray for the best. After all, Mackie, you always tell me to enjoy the process itself, remember?
I agree with Wei. I still believe in marriages. But then again, it takes 2 hands to clap.
they say marriage is match made from heaven..
then God may be blind..
or is it that we handicap ourselves?
whatever it is, most marriages are not match by God, He brings us together which we call Fate, but it up to us to uphold it..
or maybe its just another way He test us..
we mortals are always being tempted by the most beautiful angel fallen from heaven, just like adam & eve
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